This has been one of those really really crap weeks. I've had to pull out of Doha. It sounds so dramatic for something so small. My groin felt a little bit tight last weekend when I raced. It didn't feel like anything major. But then in training on Monday I was struggling to pull my trail leg around the hurdle. So I was sensible and just sprinted. On wednesday it was the same situation I could sprint flat out from blocks but as soon as I tried to sprint fast over hurdles my groin was tight. I spoke to Sean and Mark and they decided to get it scanned to try to see what was going on. Scan showed a tiny (as a girl who has had many injuries believe me when I say small) strain on the area where my groin and hamstring meet. I can do everything except pull my leg around a hurdle at top speed.
Something this small will be 100% perfect in 10 days but unfortunately I don't have 10 days. There was the option to inject it and go to Doha hoping that I would be ok. That option isn't a good one because it means risking doing actual propor damage and then spending the next month or so trying to rehab it. Sean wasn't in favour of taking any risks considering the outdoor season is so important. The decision to not race was the most sensible one (even if I cried a lot about it).
It is so frustrating though. I have had a terrible preparation for indoors and yet I ran 8.00 without a huge amount of effort last weekend. Peaking at championships is something that I'm very good at and I was so pumped about Doha. I felt so certain that I was going to run very very fast and now I can't even risk trying to run fast. Also it's hard to hear it being announced on the radio etc about me pulling out because I feel like it makes me sound so fragile but yet I know that I'm very close to being perfect unfortunately I'm just very unlucky with timing. I have been given a week completely off by Team DOR so I'm getting on a plane tomorrow morning and going away for the week. It feels like the best thing to do is just go away and feel a bit sorry for myself for a week and then come back and get ready to be fighting fit for outdoors. I am doing a week completely off everything so I won't be blogging from my mini holiday (I can hear the cries of despair already!).
I've always said that I'm extremely lucky to have some great people around me and here are a few of the points that have been made about this:
*On all my testing I'm better than any other year so it's there I just have to wait til outdoors to show it
*It could be a big injury that ruined my whole year but it is a teeny little strain that will heal very fast
*Sometimes you have to have a little rest and take a step back to really run fast
*No one is running super fast so yes it's a missed opportunity but I'm not being left behind
*This is only a drop in the ocean compared to some of the things I've had go wrong
*Standing on the line and hoping that your leg is ok is not the way to enjoy running
*The only way to fix it is to run even faster outdoor than ever before.
This week I found out that someone took an illegal swipe of my credit card and spent $1000 on it! Thankfully the bank will refund it but this was soooooo not the week for someone to do this.
I'm going to go now as I need to get my beauty sleep before I head off for a week of licking my wounds and getting ready to come back fighting. Fingers crossed for all the Irish team and fingers crossed extra tight for Gilly to bring home gold.
Byeeeeee
Derval