
Hi All,
I am totally and utterly wrecked right now. Today was the last training day before rest day and also happens to be the 4th week of this training phase. Next week is recovery week. By this point in the phase my body is super tired but at the same time with each week I've gotten a little bit fitter and the sessions are a higher quality.
Todays session is the session I have been dreading every week. It consists of 250/230/200 metre rep's and it is very tough. For me it is a strength endurance session as my race is only 100m. I knew going to the track today that it would be tough because I lifted really heavy yesterday and my legs have such a build up of work in them from the last 4 weeks that they are not fresh at all. Despite all this part of me was kinda wanting to do the session just to see how much I can take at the moment.
Before the session we did lots of drills with Terrie. The drills are great to do and get me into the right positions to run efficiently. There are a lot of them and on a day like today I just want to get running and deal with the runs.
After the drills Ian and I were so slow to actually get our arses out on the track, I think we were kinda stalling to avoid starting the torture. Which is obviously irrational as there is no way to avoid the session. Each run had a time target. So every time I ran a rep Terrie had the clock on it and knew whether it was slow, on target or too fast. On days like today I have a little voice in my head and it says things like this "run harder stop being such a wimp" "seriously Derval pick your knees up and work" "come on work work work" "It takes more than this to race fast, move it". I'm not sure does everyone have that voice but honestly I could be in complete pain in the middle of a session and the little voice will not let me take it easy. My body would have to shut down for me to stop or not try as hard as I could because something in my head just won't let me take it easy.
During the session I ran faster than pretty much all my target times. It hurt a crazy amount but the voice kept saying "you can go faster than the target times come on come on come on" In between the reps I was seriously in the cranky place because it was feeling so hard. But come the last rep I was very happy with myself and the effort I put in.
Half way through the session somewhere in a lactic filled conversation Terrie and I decided sessions like today are the bread and butter sessions. They are just the backbone of training. Whilst you don't want to do them you know you have too and you know that you will feel better for it. So another week done and some bread and butter sessions ticked off.
I'm going to enjoy every little bit of recovery day and maybe even a nice bar of chocolate.
Bye bye for now,
DOR XOX
